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Hello and welcome to Keep Hope Alive podcast.
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Today we got Ms Olga with us and she's going to laugh at me because I don't know how to say what she does, but I'm going to try it so you can correct me.
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She is a shamanic.
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I could have said it wrong.
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I said it wrong.
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Shamanic practitioner healing practitioner Shamanic Okay, I said it wrong.
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Shamanic practitioner human practitioner Shamanic Okay, I will get it.
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But she is amazing.
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She's going to lead us into this world story and it's about us and it's about oh, my gosh, how do I explain this?
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Because you were so good at this she did mine, guys, and she's just great, but it's like having a reading, but it's a much deeper spiritual reading.
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That sounds about right.
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What you did for me.
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Yes, but before we get started, I am going to ask you one quick question.
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Out of the past 15 years, how many weddings have you been to?
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I'd say about 15, maybe, yeah, maybe around 15, I guess, 15.
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That's really cool.
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So usually when you go to a wedding and you are the guest, you have to sign something.
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What is that one thing they're signing?
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And I want to ask you this question because you're in a different country, I guess when are you from?
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I?
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am from Russia, but I grew up in Thailand since I was nine years old up to like 30.
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And then I moved to Turkey because I got married to a Turkish man.
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So actually all the weddings I've ever been to are Turkish traditional weddings.
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And, nadine, hi everyone, thanks for having me by the way, I'm just so excited to have you on.
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I feel a little bit more bubbly today.
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I think I had like four cups of coffee, so on this podcast I'm running on pure caffeine.
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I'm catching it, I'm catching it.
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Yes, I know, contagious, it is very contagious, which makes a great podcast.
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Yeah, so okay.
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So that one thing you would sign to let the bride and groom know you were there.
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What is that called?
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Actually, in Turkish weddings I've never seen something to sign Okay.
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That's cool.
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I wanted to ask you because I don't know turkish traditions for weddings.
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I should, but yeah, so it's like usually you'll see a guest book or they call it a register, or people do picture frames.
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I've also seen, yes, picture frames definitely that they do.
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They also give out little magnets with, or like a little gift with, their names and things like that.
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Sometimes they give henna at the end of the wedding that comes at the end of the wedding a little bag with henna so you can put it on yourself or your loved ones at home.
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Um yeah, at one time I saw actually a book for signing and I remember my husband and I just wrote something funny Because they're my old friends, so we just wrote something funny Now.
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I'm glad you said that because, like one of our sponsors, they're called Life on Record, so what they do is they have a vintage rotary phone.
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So instead of having the picture frame or the gift box or jenga, I love the henna idea.
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That's awesome at the end, but that takes time to do right.
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Well that's the point, uh, actually like towards the end of the turkish wedding, they have a henna and I don't, uh, they do a henna thing.
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And by the at the end of the Turkish wedding, they have a henna and I don't they do a henna thing.
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At the end of it, when they're already married, the man sits in the middle of the stage and the woman dances around him and all the women get together actually and dance around them.
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Only women, don't ask me why Only women dance around the man.
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Wow, that's awesome.
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Yeah, and he's sitting on.
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Wow, that's awesome, yeah, and he's sitting on the couch, she's dancing and they're kind of I think it's a kind of play of how married life is going to look like and she I don't know.
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Last time I saw it she was kind of bossy to him, but at the end she puts Hannah, I think.
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Oh no, there was an older woman that came and put henna on her and him on on their, I think on their face.
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I'm, I yeah, I was too scared of the whole.
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I was like too excited about the whole only women dancing around them thing.
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But I don't understand everything.
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But it's like a continuation.
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They also give it to you so you can put it on yourself right there, like on your fingers mostly and on your feet, or you can do it for your loved ones at home, like if you have a woman at home, you you can put it on her fingers and see.
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That's what I want to try.
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I want to do that.
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I'm too chicken to even do a tattoo and I I'm like, if I ever did a tattoo, what would it be?
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Well, hope.
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But I like sea turtles too, so, and dragonflies I don't know how to do that and the infinite.
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I have so many different ideas, but I'm just scared of a little needle poking me a hundred times.
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So, but Hannah, seems pretty fun easy.
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You can have a new Hannah tattoo every week and wash it off.
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That's awesome.
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I would love to be able to wash it off.
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No offense to people have to.
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Can't talk tutus tattoos and we're live tutus.
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You got tutus on your body.
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Two.
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So you got two twos on your body.
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But definitely that is a great concept.
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So, like with the rotary dial phone that they offer, this is cool.
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We're capturing the voice of people saying, oh, congratulations on your wedding, you guys are a great couple.
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Or maybe you get a groomsman that picks up the phone and is like dude, it's about time you finally got married.
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So I call it the gift of voice that you can always go back and listen to and what they do.
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And let me say this right next to it they have a QR code that you can scan if you don't want to wait in the line, so you can use your personal cell phone and capture that and leave the message when you're ready.
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So when they collect all these, they will either put it on a 12-inch vinyl record or they will put it on a keepsake speaker, which I call the little boom box.
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So if it's a one-year anniversary and you're sitting back while you're supposed to eat the cake I hope people are still eating cake these days after a year.
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But you can plug in the speaker or listen to the record of all your friends and family, not only weddings, this is good for any event that you may have.
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Their plans do start at $99 and you get the telephone number, telephone number, not the phone, but you get it for a year.
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But to find out more information about them, go to wwwlifeonrecordcom.
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All right, so my first question for you I love your name.
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Who is Olga, who's Olga?
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Yeah, so my name is Olga Aydinoglu and I'm a shamanic healing practitioner.
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Now, I wasn't always, obviously.
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Yeah, I used to have many jobs and many.
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It seems like I lived many lives but uh, all of them kind of thankfully led me to this life of self-awareness and healing and transformation.
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So I would say, yeah, I'm olga adanola, I'm a shamanic healing practitioner and my brand that I call myself is Expansionscapes.
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It's all about expansion, just like landscapes or something Seascapes well, expansionscapes, like in the soul world.
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Yeah, I am also an author and I'm a shamanic healing artist where I paint, I kind of do psychic photographs of what I see in the non-physical and I like to bring it in so people can actually see what I see so kind of oh, that is so cool.
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As a photographer, oh no, but no.
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With paint with the same brush obviously I'm gonna show tiktok world to you, okay, so look at that, at that painting.
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That's amazing.
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That's called the sheer.
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Am I even holding it right.
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There we go Wow, that is gorgeous.
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So then you have another one there too.
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Wow, that's actually kind of scary.
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Yeah Well, there's a lot of.
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I don't know about that one, but yeah, definitely.
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So I'm hoping you guys on TikTok world can hear this.
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This is amazing, but that's awesome.
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As a photographer for me, I capture those moments in time in a person's life that have so special meaning.
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But you're seeing the spiritual side of the meaning and just being able to put that on paper.
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It's painting, it's not water, is it oil?
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It's water.
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I mostly use watercolors, but sometimes I use pastels, like this one is a watercolor.
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I call this one healing.
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Do you guys see that I?
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hope you can.
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I am like a bad video person.
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Okay, that is so cool.
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I'm sorry, guys, if you didn't see it.
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I will put this on my Facebook also.
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So, wow, that is super cool.
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This one's my book cover.
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That's why it's just always there.
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See, you got a book.
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That's great and, you know, with your book we're going to put it onto the website so people can also buy your book, which is really cool, so you guys can watch the podcast, buy the book and we can also sign up for a session, I guess too, but we'll get into that in a couple minutes.
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So, walking still in your world, I want to know at what age did you notice that you had a gift?
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I think you mentioned in your profile something about normal and I was like, well, you know, okay, that makes sense, because everybody, we all, have like some kind of spiritual gift and we can learn it later in life or we can learn it really early in life.
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And how did you know and when did yours get started?
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Well, the psychic perception, my first experience was when I was two years old, in my baby bed actually, and I kind of like woke up and I was shown one of my past lives and it was kind of like a woke up from almost like what feels like a dream of this reality and I kind of like woke up.
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And I woke up in there, um, when I was dying as um, actually as a male warrior on the field on the battlefield, feels like something like medieval times.
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So I was, I was having a really hard time because, um, yeah, I, I was full of regret and I did not want to die and I was fighting with my old, with all of my life and power I might not to die, and because I had a wife and a son in the city or well, today we wouldn't call it a city, maybe back then it was a city and, um, yeah, I was full of regret that I was dying, because I thought that I was invincible and I was really kind of arrogant and cocky.
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I was like, um, I am a warrior, you know, nobody's gonna hurt me because and I was convinced that I'm, no one can kill me, because I was like, well, I'm still alive and um and um.
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Yeah, I never.
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And I was full of regret because I knew that they wouldn't be taken care of, because the way to take care of a person back then was, uh, at least like this what came from my understanding of life at that time was to have a farm and, you know, have the food growing.
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Uh, you grow the food and you have a big family and even if you die, someone's going to take care of your family for you.
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But if you're a warrior and I just had a wife and one son and I thought why would you ever have a farm?
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Because someone like me is always going to come and get it from you.
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You know that because I was fighting for like lords and I didn't really care which lord, because I just was getting paid a lot of money and I thought I don't know why would you want to be a farmer?
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Because someone like me will come and destroy your land for money.
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So I don't.
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And then I really didn't want to die and I was full of regret.
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I was like, no, no, no, I'm gonna change my life.
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I want to make a farm, I'm gonna protect my farm.
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I don't want to.
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I don't want I was, I don't want to die, and at that time it was like voices of someone I trusted.
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Now I know they were my guides, but, um, I was given kind of like a deal that if I remember who I am, I will stay there and I will not die, and I will die as older and I will continue that life.
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I knew, like with a second chance, like have a near-death experience or something, um and um, I was trying to remember the someone who is not me and who is not the warrior, but the, the me, who is the real me, like my soul, who was I?
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So that if I could remember that, I could jump into kind of like that perception of me from that level and I could make decisions like that, like now I'm saying it like this but when I was a kid, that was hidden from me, just how I knew that I could, it was on the tip of my tongue who am I?
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Who am I?
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Who am I?
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Was like right there and I was so emotionally charged and I was just trying so hard and I couldn't I.
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I remember I fell asleep, crying, trying to remember who I am and um, and then I finally agreed that well, I can't remember who I am.
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So I'm going to agree to live this life as Olga, and I understood that.
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And at the same time there were my parents in the kitchen, like cooking and arguing and play, fighting, like having a fun time, and I understood that those people are going to be my parents for this lifetime and I'm going to live in this house, I'm going to grow up as this girl, olga, and that this was going to help me to resolve that lifetime and so finally, reluctantly, agreed to it.
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And then, ever since I was a kid, I kind of was always frustrated, always trying to ask answer who am I?
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Who am I?
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Who am I?
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Am I?
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Because I never forgot that experience that was more real than this, this life experience.
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So my question was always who am I?
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And then I would stare at the, at the mirror, a lot of times and I'd be touching my face and my body.
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I'd be like I knew I agreed to be this person and I have been other people before.
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But who am I in, like inside this body, and I'm like who am I who decides to be older, and it's just like so throughout my life I was like touching myself in the mirror, my face Like who am I?
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Who am I?
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I think we still do that to this day.
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Who am I?
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I think we still do that to this day.
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Who am I?
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But touching on near death experience and I know people have had it I have grown up with epilepsy and stuff, but yours was in a sense that it came at a young, young age.
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But finding out who you are and what to do in your life, that is actually pretty cool.
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So I guess you know, when you found out age two it's not like we had internet back then and said, okay, let's get started who was like the one person that you tried this on like helped out?
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um, actually I I never, never shared this with anyone, uh, for a long time, because I kind of knew that this was kind of like from behind the veil and it's like you're not supposed to talk to, I don't know.
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I was just sure that nobody would understand me.
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And, um, I think I told my mom just quite recently, like two years ago, and I'm 40.
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I'm 39 now, okay so, and yeah, there were other experiences.
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I had like on and off experiences as a kid, and then I had a near-death experience at 16.
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And then the experiences became bigger and larger and like way more Whoa Big.
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And the experiences became bigger and larger and like way more big.
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And then I, yeah, when I was a teenager, I had like pretty big experiences where my guides were teaching me about the Akashic Records, which at that time I also still didn't really understand.
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That they were my guides and I was having psychic experiences.
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I didn't know what to call that.
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I thought I was just going to a more real reality.
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That was my words, that these were my words to describe it.
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Yeah, I didn't know the words Akashic Records either, so I didn't have any words for anything.
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Um, and I remember I told my parents once as a teenager that I saw this thing.
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I told them it was a dream, but I knew it wasn't a dream, it was like out of this realm.
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And they told me you know, you have a very big imagination and you should write books.
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And yeah, I actually did start to write books thanks to that.
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But I also told my brother I think around age 25 or something first time, and he's 10 years older than me, and we were selling injection molding machines to factories Like we had a regular job like that, right factories.
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Like we had a regular job like that, right.
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Um, and then he told me never tell anyone the story because they will think you're crazy and, um, and also, our clients might maybe never tell our clients this stuff because they will not work with you anymore.
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Like they will think you're crazy and not reliable.
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And of course he didn't listen.
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I told one of my clients and he's like whoa cool so yeah, you see, when they're outside of the box they'll be like that is actually really cool.
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But shh, don't tell anybody here because we need the business.
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That's kind of wrong.
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Like I'm sorry, I have this best gift ability that I can help you with the product and you could put that energy into selling whatever product or service that you were in too.
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So and but that's you know.
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Going back, it's weird for people to say don't tell people.
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I hate that line Like you don't want to come across so wrong in life.
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I don't know, be yourself.
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I'm glad you're talking about it Now.
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You said you're writing it in books.
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You know, when your mom said you had a big imagination and it's like I know with my parents, if I ever told them something like one of my seizures at age nine, I think it was you know they said hey, you were on the floor, you were sick, we got you in the car and we got you to the doctor and you were yelling at the doctor and I'm like but I was walking up white stairs, how did I do all that?
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Like I couldn't figure it out, like I'm just hearing, I'm not ready for you and free, falling backwards and I hit my body and I like whoa, that was so young.
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But I felt like when I told my parents that and the doctor, she just had a seizure I don't want to go back in time and be like, no, I was out of my body and I was like going to heaven.
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This is a real thing, guys, you know so.
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But definitely, um, how many and they could say something like oh you, maybe you had hallucinations or I don't know, writing it up to something explainable and physical.
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Yeah, With anything we have in life.
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I feel like I hate to say this and I'm on TikTok right now.
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I'll do it live, but I'm going to say it.
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It's like going to the doctors and going oh, I hear your symptoms, Okay, I'll be right back, and they just go into the other room.
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Hey, Alexa, let's see what pill we can give her today to make her feel better.
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I remember I questioned one of my doctors and said what's the vitamin that equals to this medication?
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And he answered it truthfully.
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He said magnesium.
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I gotta say that wasn't too hard.
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I mean, hey, if we had more honesty in the world, like with stuff like that.
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And I think it's great because you know, I don't know you do the healing part so you can pick up on people's journeys that way too correct um, yes, but it came honestly, like it came.
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Only I could use this.
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I don't want to call it a gift, but ability.
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I'd say ability, okay, I don't want to say gift because I think everyone has it and like I don't know, I assume like, oh, a gift is something that someone hands you unexpectedly and you didn't have anything to do with it, but it's like.
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No, it's, it's not like that we could like we create these experiences too, so and we all can do it anyway.
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Um, but I could make sense of it only after, actually, I met my shamanism teacher at 32, was it?
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I'm really bad with numbers like that, remembering when something happened.
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But yeah, I remember like I quit my day job as a teacher, actually, and I got married and moved.
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It was like very miraculous for me and also healing a chronic pain, like chronic migraine, which I realized that it was because I was living not my life.
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I was living somebody else's life, it wasn't my life and I wasn't listening to myself at all.
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And finally, I quit my job and I found shamanism and it was the COVID times, so it was like perfect.
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I mean, it's horrible that it was COVID, but it was perfect in a sense that we were all locked up in the house and I could meditate for basically three years.
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I know the COVID wasn't three years, but I meditated and I learned how to use this ability and bring it into consciousness with my teacher and other students and practice with them this gift for actual, like you know, to help people with whatever they say.
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Like they say, oh, you know, I have this problem.
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Okay, we can actually use the non-physical communication, psychic communication, whatever you want to call it.
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Use that for your specific issue so it becomes like more useful for now, today and specific people on specific requests.
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Um, only thanks to actually that guidance, because before the guidance I was just like whoa, I was just, I was just flying around, whoa, I've seen this, I've seen this, that that is so cool, that is so cool and I would share sometimes with people very rarely and sometimes they would share the excitement, sometimes not um, but only thanks to actual guidance I could actually bring it into this physical world.
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I can say like, and and help out with the requests.
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So yeah, that is so cool.
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That is so cool and I want to get into that and what you did for me.
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But just one, one second I'm going to jump in.
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It says Hope on it and the back of it well, you see I'm doing so good.
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I got my Pandora bracelet.